Imperfection Rules!

  If I could make one wish, I'd like to be reborn again. To be someone new. Not me. And if I could choose the personality to complete the new me, I'd choose different personalities, different race, different country, different family, different boyfriend, different friends. Just not like this. Like who I am now.

  It's not that I'm not satisfied with what I have, but I'm a human being. We can't get satisfied easily. It's just I want to have a better life. Without worrying about money, about not having any friends because I can't socialise well, or about not being able to succeed in whatever I do to have a great future.

  I want a cleverness. I want a pretty hair, face, body. I want to be a model, I want to be richer, I want more friends, I want a perfect family and a perfect boyfriend, etc.

  But the more I want things for me to happen so badly, it makes me appreciate my life even more. Because I know I have all of it.
I have a perfect family.

  A great father who teach me how to be free without forgetting my responsibilities, the trust he and mother gave me, so I know my limitations of being free.
My great mother who never forgets to remind me to pray everyday. A super fantastic mother who does everything to make her children happy.
My unbelievably amazing siblings that make me feel like I'm in a perfect harmony of a family.
My friends are not quite so many, but they're enough to make my insides want to fall out by laughing so hard I can't stop. And they show me that true friends are hard to be found.
And my boyfriend is a full-package. He keeps me pushing my limitations. Making me do things I'm always afraid to do. In a good way of course. He makes me realise things I was blind about before. So many great things about all of them I can't mention here because I'll bruise my thumbs by typing.


  And after all, I wouldn't ever want to trade them for anything. And if I am about to be reborn, and I can choose, I'd choose this life. The paths I've taken. The people I love now and I choose to live forever with them.
Thank You, God.